هذیان ها

It's a beautiful snowy night; But this headache doesn't leave me; I feel like throwing up; You can not believe me; I'm thinking of leaving you; So quiet, so calm, this is bright. I profoundly hope you'll be alright; Moving on without me. I 'm sad, I'm calm, somehow blue; And I'm thinking of leaving you. I could have called you right now, or better, send a massege; was thinking of this all day long; that I should give you a call; saying:"My darling, Goodbye."/ I stood under the falling snow. Thinking how i should leave you; Tell me how should I tell you?; Don't want to ruin your night; Though I guess it has been fucked up, Even now; With my ignorance; this is -in know- no romance. Don't mean to tease you, i swear; Don't blame yourself, don't bother. Though I can't take this no more; I never lied to you, That's sure. Sorry I can't take this no more; I have to go, have to be lonesome/ Snow has made it all over white; This headache is gettng troublesome; I feel like throwing up; Oh, it's such a pretty, sad night.

I shan't succumb to fear

This, I shall do  with courage

I shan't give in to disgrace

Have to leave you my dear....